Potty Training

Grayden is 3 years old. He will be 4 in June. He has been "potty trained" for quite awhile now. Except poop:( He will wake up in the middle of the night to use the restroom and everything. He just wont poop in the toilet. He wants to put on a diaper to poop. I dont understand it. Ive tried every form of bribery and reward imaginable. Ive been the understanding mommy, Ive been the mean mommy. I dont know what to do. Im at my wits end. The only time he has ever pooped on the potty is when I gave him and enema. I have done that twice now. Anyone have any suggestions?

My little sniper loves her graham crackers.

Why do I do it to myself?

I'm a silly girl, thats why. I blog stalk. I read peoples blogs that I don't even know. I sit, read, and bawl. patrickandashley.blogspot.com is where it started. Someone had posted a video on facebook off of this blog that brought me to it. Now I check it regularly and read all of their new posts. They talk about their lives, the passing of their child, and the grieving process. I have had two people close to me lose children. I never know what to do to help them. I wonder sometimes if I should share my blog findings with them or if it would just make things worse reading about someone else's loss. Tonight I started reading stories off of http://www.agoodgrief.com/index.php I hurt. My heart, my head(from trying not to cry), and my nose(from blowing). I love my babies so much. They are my world, even when they make me want to scream. I cant even imagine how lost I would be if they were ever suddenly stolen away.

Nothing really to say. Just love these kids!!

Playing with iphone apps!

I love that I have my phone with me all the time, which also means I have a camera. James showed me a program that you can tinker with your pictures. Here are some things I came up with. I love it!
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She's a sitter.

She's been sitting for since around 7 months. She is almost 8 months now but I am just getting around to posting some pictures. I think she's gorgeous with her big blue eyes.

Baby Shower

I'm working on throwing my first baby shower. I'm not a party planner type or anything, but I get a little picky sometimes. I just want things to be perfect. My friend Anna Dawn walked me through making my invitation on photoshop. She was very, very helpful. I definitely think it turned out okay for my first one, I'm even proud of it! :)